Rain

It's raining heavily on a monday morning, not the best start to a week but it will have to do. There is something liberating about the rain..maybe it's how it makes me feel so..relaxed. (then again I prob feel that way cos I'm nice and dry now..diff story if I was soaked and wet) At least I made it to lecture this morning, only to discover I don't know what my dear lecturer is talking about. What's new anyway? Luckily my lecture ended early so I'm back in my room typing this now and not stuck outside in this damp weather.

Last night was a pretty depressing night, as are most sunday nights..the thought of the week looming ahead really kills my mood. Somehow the better a weekend I have, the worse I feel on sunday nights..weird huh. I had a pretty good weekend anyway..finally got to wakeboard again, and I think my jumps are getting better..don't know when my next time will be, especially since my tuition kids are taking a break now and I have no clue when my services will be needed again. Just as well tho, should start doing work more seriously.

Realised I'm very easily affected by other people's actions, sometimes what people do or don't do really gets me..haha ok not everybody, just certain people. And it..sucks?(can't think of a better word here)..cos sometimes I'm powerless to do anything..or maybe I'm just afraid of the consequences..

I sound damn serious huh! haha..too serious for a monday morning..maybe it's just the blues..

[grooving to: Live - Meltdown]