Beautiful Morning eh?

Good Morning everyone, It's a monday morning..as usual the sun is bright, the birds and chirping, but I feel like shit. Never ever liked mondays.

Currently feeling very lost, is there any meaning to what I'm doing? What exactly am I doing? What do I want to do? Filled with self-doubt right now. I'm prob just being damn drama and making everything bigger then it actually is..but It is my life right..haha.

I seriously think I need more sleep..It's affecting me I think..quite the irritable bloke I am..Maybe its cos I'm not meeting my own expectations..wait..then again what are my expectations? Don't worry if you don't understand me, cos right now I don't even understand myself! I think my focus right now is so wrong..or maybe I just enjoy doing certain stuff so much I forget about what or who is important. kana sai la..

sucked up in the mundane drudgery of life..