Where did my weekend go?

It's Sunday night. Weekends pass so fast. I barely remember celebrating cos it was Friday night. Does time pass faster during the weekends? Am in hall right now. Just had dinner a while ago. Somehow this feels like army, except on Sunday night book-ins you did not have to worry about essay datelines or tests..

Did I mention that I am really really bored? Can't find my motivation at all. Should stop procrastinatiing and do my stuff proper..(then again aren't I procrastinating by typing this post? haha.)

This is bloody depressing. This whole dissapearing weekend shit and other shit. Maybe I do think too much? Maybe I should spent my time on better things then typing out how bored I am..isn't helping much either..maybe this maybe that..ah well. Dunno what I want either. Wah why am I making myself depressed? haha I'm not making much sense am I?

Ok this isn't a very nice post to read, but then I'm not in as very nice mood now either..haha. Shall leave whoever is reading this the lyrics to what I'm listening to right now:


Culture sucks down words
Itemise loathing and feed yourself smiles
Organise your safe tribal war
Hurt maim kill and enslave the ghetto

Each day living out a lie
Life sold cheaply forever, ever, ever
Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness
Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness

Life lies a slow suicide
Orthodox dreams and symbolic myths
From feudal serf to spender
This wonderful world of purchase power

Just like lungs sucking on air
Survivals natural as sorrow, sorrow, sorrow
Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness
Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness

All we want from you are the kicks you've given us

Drive away and it's the same
Everywhere death row, everyone's a victim
Your joys are counterfeit
This happiness corrupt political shit

Living life like a comatose
Ego loaded and swallow, swallow, swallow
Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness
Under neon loneliness everlasting nothingness.

- "Motocycle Emptiness"

Manic Street Preachers