Pain...

Pain is something which I've grown to know intimately over the past month or so. Every day when I wake up, I'm greeted by the first rays of the morning sun, and always a sharp stab of pain. She never leaves my side during the day, occasionally reminding me that she's always there for me by making me wince. (pain has to be a she la. guys are never this persistent are they? we get lazy after a while and knock it off. haha.) She's the first thing on my mind when I wake, and the last before I go to sleep. (not by choice man..not at all.) My only release from pain is when I enter the dreamworld. Even then my dreams are short and plagued by school work, another demon of mine which I'm currently trying to exorcise.

For the lack of a better word: I'm in F****** pain lah!! Wouldn't be that bad if pain was a gorgeous woman (hmm. Wouldn't mind at all if my above statement still qualified. hurhur.) , but sadly its just 2 really huge, bleeding blisters on my feet. It has gotten so bad I'm kind of scared right now. Will be going to see a doctor tomorrow, hopefully I don't get any bad news.

Legs are STILL aching from last friday's run. Wondering what we did for training? 1 word: sprintmanymanytimesoverdifferentdistancesresultinginusallfeelinglikeshit. Ok so it isn't really one word but I thought it would be more dramatic. haha! Both my calves cramped up today in the middle of a match..couldn't even swim properly. Had to float myself to the side of the pool. Damn sad case. Damn, my heart goes out to all women. How do you all manage to handle your cramps. Respect la.